CHAPTER ONE
THE ARRIVAL
The road to Shadow Valley narrowed with each passing mile, as though the land itself sought to discourage visitors. Theodora Ashworth—Thea to no one in particular these days, for who remained to use such intimacies?—watched the landscape transform through the coach window with equal parts trepidation and resignation. Behind her lay the last village of consequence, its whitewashed cottages and tidy gardens already fading into memory. Ahead stretched only moorland: vast, grey, and indifferent to human concerns.
She had thirty pounds in her reticule, a single trunk of belongings strapped to the coach roof, and precisely nowhere else to go.
The thought should have terrified her. A month ago, it would have. But somewhere between Lord Pemberton’s sweating face too close to hers in the schoolroom corridor and the cold pronouncement of dismissal without references—somewhere between respectable employment and utter destitution—terror had refined itself into something harder, cleaner. Determination, perhaps. Or merely the stubborn refusal to lie down and die that had gotten her this far.
“Not much further now, miss,” the driver called down, his voice carrying poorly against the wind that had risen as they climbed. “Though I’ll tell you plain, I’m not comfortable with it. Shadow Valley’s no place for a young woman alone.”
Thea leaned forward slightly. “Yet you’re taking me there.”
“Aye, well. Your coin’s as good as any.” He paused, then added with what might have been kindness, “But I’ll not linger. The horses don’t like it up here, and I’ve a return journey before dark.”
“I wouldn’t expect you to wait.” She settled back against the worn velvet seat. The coach, hired at extravagant expense from the posting inn, was better than she deserved but worse than she’d known in childhood. Another measure of how far she’d fallen, though at this point the descent felt less like falling and more like a controlled navigation of a very steep slope.
The moorland gave way to something stranger: ancient forest pressing close to the road, gnarled oaks that looked like they’d been old when the Romans marched through. The afternoon sun, already weak at this elevation, struggled to penetrate the canopy. Shadows pooled in the hollows and clung to the trees like moss.
Thea pulled her cloak tighter. The advertisement had been brief to the point of terseness: Wanted: Educated woman of good character to catalogue a private library. Isolation required. Inquire Greymont Hall, Northumberland. No mention of salary, no description of duties beyond the cataloguing, no indication of why isolation should be a requirement rather than an unfortunate circumstance.
She’d written anyway. What choice did she have? Three weeks later, a response arrived: a single sheet of heavy paper in a bold, masculine hand. Position available. Room and board provided, salary £50 per annum. Present yourself at Greymont Hall at your earliest convenience. His Grace will interview candidates personally. It was signed simply “Roth, Steward.”
His Grace. A duke, then. Thea had allowed herself a moment of dark amusement. Governesses moved through the lives of the aristocracy like ghosts—necessary, invisible, easily dismissed. That a duke should want his library catalogued by a woman of “good character” rather than a proper scholar suggested either eccentricity or desperation. Possibly both.
Either way, fifty pounds per annum was fifty pounds per annum. She’d packed her trunk that same day.
The coach lurched suddenly, and Thea gripped the window frame to steady herself. The road had deteriorated to little more than a rutted track. Through the trees ahead, she caught her first glimpse of the valley itself.
The land dropped away sharply, creating a natural bowl enclosed by steep, forested slopes. At its center, rising from formal gardens gone wild, stood Greymont Hall. Thea’s breath caught despite herself.
It was magnificent. It was monstrous. It was Gothic architecture incarnate, all dark stone and towers, peaked roofs and innumerable windows that caught the failing light like watching eyes. The original structure—presumably the oldest section—appeared to be Elizabethan, but subsequent generations had added to it without particular concern for harmony. A Jacobean wing sprawled to the east, a Georgian facade had been grafted somewhat awkwardly onto the south side, and looming over it all, a medieval-looking tower climbed toward the grey sky with what could only be described as arrogance.
The whole edifice crouched in its valley like a great stone beast, ancient and immovable, wrapped in wisps of fog that seemed to rise from the very earth.
“God’s teeth,” Thea murmured. No wonder they couldn’t keep staff.
The driver made a noise that might have been agreement or prayer. They descended the slope in silence, the road switching back on itself twice before delivering them to what passed for a main drive. Overgrown rhododendrons pressed close on either side, their leaves dark and glossy, hiding whatever gardens might lie beyond. The air grew noticeably colder. Thea could see her breath now.
The coach rounded a final bend and pulled up before the main entrance: a massive door of dark oak set within a stone arch carved with what appeared to be family crests and Latin mottos too weathered to read. Thea had the distinct impression that the house was studying her, taking her measure, finding her wanting.
She shook off the fancy. It was a building, nothing more. Stone and mortar and glass, however imposing the arrangement. She’d faced worse than architecture.
The coach rocked as the driver climbed down. A moment later, he opened the door and handed her out with rather more haste than courtesy required. “I’ll fetch your trunk, miss.”
“Thank you.” Thea looked up at the entrance. No one had emerged to greet her. The windows remained dark and watchful. She had the unsettling sense of having arrived at a place that had forgotten it expected visitors—or perhaps never welcomed them to begin with.
The driver deposited her trunk beside her with an audible thump and retreated to his box with indecent speed. “Sure you’ll be all right, miss?”
“Perfectly.” Thea mustered what she hoped was a confident smile. “Safe journey back.”
He touched his hat—whether in respect or farewell, she couldn’t determine—and urged his horses into motion. They responded with gratifying enthusiasm, and within moments, the coach had disappeared around the bend, leaving Thea alone before the great door with nothing but her trunk, her thirty pounds, and her increasingly questionable judgment for company.
She stood there for a moment, allowing herself the indulgence of fear. It moved through her like a chill wind: this was madness, she had no guarantee of safety, no assurance this position even truly existed, no way back if things went wrong. She was as isolated here as any Gothic heroine in any of the novels she’d read by candlelight in her various attics and schoolrooms.
The difference being that Gothic heroines had family to return to, inheritances to claim, mysterious benefactors to rescue them. Thea had none of those things. She had only herself and whatever courage she could manufacture from necessity.
Very well, then. Necessity it would be.
She squared her shoulders, climbed the three shallow steps to the door, and lifted the heavy iron knocker. It was shaped like a wolf’s head, she noticed. Charming. She let it fall once, twice, three times, the sound echoing hollowly.
Silence.
Thea waited, counting slowly to thirty. No response. She knocked again, harder this time.
Still nothing.
Irritation began to replace apprehension. She’d traveled two days to get here, spent money she couldn’t afford, and now what? Was she meant to camp on the doorstep? She tried the latch. To her surprise, it lifted easily, and the door swung inward on well-oiled hinges.
“Hello?” she called into the dimness beyond. “I’m expected. Miss Ashworth, from—”
“There you are!” A woman bustled into view from a corridor to the left, bringing with her an aura of brisk competence that was immediately reassuring. She was perhaps fifty, comfortably round, dressed in black bombazine with a chatelaine at her waist—the housekeeper, clearly. Her face was weathered but kind, and when she smiled, her whole countenance warmed. “Miss Ashworth, is it? We were watching for you this past hour. The roads can be tricky, and with the fog coming in…”
“I’m sorry to have caused concern.” Thea stepped inside, and the housekeeper closed the door firmly behind her. The sound of it shutting seemed final somehow, a gate closing. Thea pushed the thought away. “The journey took rather longer than anticipated.”
“Aye, they always do. I’m Mrs. Holloway, housekeeper here these thirty years. Welcome to Greymont Hall, such as it is.” She gestured around them, and Thea followed her gaze.
Such as it was, indeed. The entrance hall soared two stories high, its walls lined with dark wood paneling that drank the light from the few candles burning in sconces. A grand staircase curved upward into shadow. The floor was black and white marble in a checkerboard pattern, scuffed by centuries of boots. Portraits in heavy frames lined the walls—stern-faced men and women in ruffs and velvets and powdered wigs, all regarding the viewer with varying degrees of disapproval.
It should have felt oppressive. Oddly, it felt expectant instead, like a theater before the performance begins.
“Bit gloomy, I know,” Mrs. Holloway said cheerfully. “We don’t tend to light all the candles unless His Grace is entertaining, which is to say never. But you’ll grow accustomed. The Hall has its charms once you know where to look. Now then, let me show you to your room. You’ll want to freshen up before meeting His Grace.”
“He’s here, then?” Thea tried to keep her voice neutral.
“Oh, aye. In the library, most like. That’s where he spends his days when he’s not about the estate.” Mrs. Holloway had hoisted Thea’s trunk with surprising strength and was already heading for the stairs. “This way, dear. You’ll be in the East Wing—nice view of the moors, and you’ll have privacy. His Grace has the West Wing, the family apartments. The North Wing is closed up, and we don’t go to the North Tower at all.”
“Why not?” The question slipped out before Thea could stop it.
Mrs. Holloway paused on the landing, her expression shifting to something more guarded. “Old tragedy, that. Best left undisturbed. Ah, here we are.”
She led the way down a corridor lit at intervals by candles in glass chimneys. The walls here were papered in a pattern of faded roses, and the floorboards creaked companionably underfoot. Mrs. Holloway stopped at the third door on the right and pushed it open.
“Your room, Miss Ashworth.”
It was simple but not unkind: a bed with a faded quilt, a wardrobe, a washstand, a small desk and chair positioned beneath a window that, true to Mrs. Holloway’s word, looked out over moorland stretching to a distant line of hills. The last of the daylight illuminated the room with a grey, pearlescent glow. A fire had been laid in the small grate but not yet lit.
“I’ll send Lottie up with hot water and to light your fire,” Mrs. Holloway said, setting the trunk at the foot of the bed. “Take your time settling in. His Grace dines late—nine o’clock—but he’ll want to see you in the library at seven. I’ll come fetch you.”
“Thank you, Mrs. Holloway. You’ve been most kind.”
The housekeeper smiled again, that same warming transformation. “We’re glad to have you, dear. Truly. The Hall has been…” She paused, seeming to search for words. “It’s been too quiet for too long. A fresh presence will do it good. Do us all good, perhaps.”
She left before Thea could formulate a response to that cryptic statement, her footsteps fading down the corridor.
Thea stood in the center of her new room and listened to the house. It was not, she discovered, truly silent. Old buildings never were. This one creaked and settled, whispered and sighed. Wind found gaps in the window frames and experimented with different notes. Somewhere distant, a door closed. Farther still, water ran through ancient pipes.
She moved to the window and looked out at the moors. The fog Mrs. Holloway had mentioned was indeed rolling in, grey tendrils reaching across the landscape like searching fingers. Within an hour, she suspected, the Hall would be an island in a sea of white.
No retreat. Not tonight, possibly not for days if the weather turned.
Thea discovered she didn’t mind as much as she should have. There was something almost restful about the finality of it, the surrender to circumstance. She was here. For better or worse, this was her refuge now.
She turned from the window and began to unpack.
Lottie arrived twenty minutes later, proving to be a girl of perhaps nineteen with a cheerful face, a thick northern accent, and an irrepressible curiosity barely contained by the demands of propriety.
“Ooh, miss, you’ve come all the way from London, Mrs. Holloway says!” She set down the ewer of hot water and began coaxing the fire to life with practiced efficiency. “We never get visitors from London. We never get visitors at all, truth be told, excepting Dr. Vale, and he hardly counts as he lives in Ashford, which is only eight miles though it might as well be eighty in winter.”
“I’m from London most recently,” Thea corrected, warming her hands as the fire caught, “but originally from Hertfordshire.”
“Oh! But you’ve been to London proper?” Lottie’s eyes shone with vicarious excitement. “What’s it like? Is it as grand as they say? All the theaters and parks and fine ladies in their carriages?”
“It’s crowded and noisy and smells rather terrible in summer,” Thea said honestly. “But yes, there are theaters and parks. And fine ladies.”
“And you gave it all up to come here?” Lottie seemed to realize how that sounded and clapped a hand over her mouth. “Begging your pardon, miss! I didn’t mean—the Hall is a fine place, truly, it’s just—”
“Just isolated and rather Gothic and possibly haunted?” Thea offered with a slight smile.
Lottie giggled nervously. “Well. Yes. That.” She lowered her voice. “Though between you and me, miss, I’ve never seen a ghost myself, and I’ve been here three years come Michaelmas. Mrs. Holloway says it’s all nonsense.”
“But?” Thea prompted, because there was clearly a “but” hovering unspoken.
“But Cook swears she hears weeping from the North Tower on winter nights, and Thomas—he’s the footman—won’t go near the portrait gallery after dark, and…” Lottie bit her lip. “And everyone knows about the Grey Lady.”
“The Grey Lady?” Despite herself, Thea was intrigued.
“His Grace’s mother, the late Duchess. They say she walks the corridors still, looking for something she lost.” Lottie shivered theatrically. “Though if you ask me, this house is old enough and strange enough to have plenty of spirits without needing to invent new ones. Will you be wanting help dressing for dinner, miss?”
Thea glanced at the plain grey wool dress she’d laid out. “I can manage, thank you. Though I confess I’m more nervous about meeting His Grace than any number of ghosts.”
“Oh, don’t be!” Lottie said earnestly. “His Grace is stern-like, and doesn’t smile much, and keeps to himself something terrible, but he’s never been unkind. Not like…” She stopped abruptly.
“Not like?” Thea prompted gently.
“Not like his father,” Lottie finished in a rush. “The old Duke, I mean. I never knew him—he died eight years ago—but they say he was… well. Cruel, miss. Truly cruel. His Grace is nothing like that. He’s just… quiet. And sad, I think, though I shouldn’t say so.”
“Your secret is safe with me,” Thea assured her.
Lottie bobbed a curtsy. “I’ll leave you to rest then, miss. Mrs. Holloway will be up at seven sharp. She runs this house like clockwork, she does.”
When the girl had gone, Thea washed her face and hands in the now-tepid water and changed into the grey wool dress. It was respectable, serviceable, and utterly unremarkable—precisely the impression she wished to convey. A woman to catalogue a library should be professional, educated, and forgettable. She’d learned that lesson through five years of governessing. Invisibility was armor.
She repinned her hair, securing it in a neat chignon at her nape. A few red-gold strands immediately escaped—they always did—but the overall effect was tidy enough. She looked at herself in the small mirror above the washstand: green eyes shadowed with exhaustion, freckles standing out against pale skin, mouth compressed into a thin line.
She made herself smile. It looked unconvincing, but it would have to do.
At precisely seven o’clock, Mrs. Holloway knocked and led her down through the dimly lit corridors of Greymont Hall. They descended the main staircase and crossed the entrance hall, their footsteps echoing on the marble. The portraits seemed to watch their progress with interest.
“Here we are, then,” Mrs. Holloway said, stopping before a door of carved mahogany. “The library. His Grace is expecting you.” She gave Thea’s hand a brief, encouraging squeeze. “You’ll do fine, dear.”
Then she knocked twice and opened the door without waiting for a response.
The library stole Thea’s breath.
It was vast—easily forty feet long, two stories high, with a gallery running around the upper level reached by a spiral staircase of wrought iron. Every wall was lined floor to ceiling with books: leather-bound volumes in reds and browns and greens and blacks, thousands upon thousands of them, their spines stamped with gold that gleamed in the candlelight. More candles than she’d seen elsewhere in the house burned here, in candelabras and sconces, creating pools of warm light that pushed back the shadows.
The scent hit her next: old paper and leather, beeswax and wood smoke, the particular perfume of knowledge accumulated and preserved. For the first time since leaving London—perhaps for the first time since leaving Lord Pemberton’s household in disgrace—Thea felt something in her chest unknot slightly.
Books. Hundreds, thousands of books. Whatever else this position might prove to be, at least there would be books.
“Miss Ashworth.” The voice came from deeper in the room, near one of the fireplaces. “Thank you for coming.”
Thea’s attention snapped to the speaker, and her breath caught for an entirely different reason.
His Grace, the seventh Duke of Greymont, stood with one hand resting on the mantelpiece, regarding her with eyes the color of winter fog. He was tall—well over six feet—and lean in the way of men who worked physically rather than lounging in drawing rooms. He wore dark trousers and a white shirt open at the throat, the sleeves rolled to his elbows, no jacket or cravat in evidence. For a duke, it was practically indecent. For a man, it was… distracting.
His face was angular, all sharp cheekbones and strong jaw, darkened by a day’s worth of beard. His hair was nearly black, slightly too long, and looked as though he’d been running his hands through it. But it was the scar that drew the eye: a jagged line running from his left temple down across his cheekbone to his jaw, silver against tanned skin.
He should have looked villainous. Instead, he looked like someone who’d survived something terrible and come out the other side irrevocably changed.
Thea realized she’d been staring and dropped into a curtsy. “Your Grace. Thank you for seeing me.”
“I’m the one who summoned you, Miss Ashworth. The gratitude should run the other direction.” He gestured to a leather chair near the fire. “Please, sit. Would you care for tea? Or something stronger? The journey from London is not a short one.”
“Tea would be lovely, thank you.” Thea settled into the chair, grateful for something to do with her hands when he poured from a service already laid out on a small table.
He handed her a cup—fine porcelain, she noticed, painted with blue flowers—and took his own to the chair opposite hers. When he sat, she saw the way he moved: controlled, precise, with the faint stiffness that suggested old injuries imperfectly healed.
Soldier, she thought. The scar, the way he carried himself, the watchfulness in his eyes. He’d seen war.
“You come with no references,” he said without preamble. “Why?”
Thea had prepared for this question. “I was dismissed from my last position. The master of the house… made advances. When I refused him, he dismissed me without reference and told the mistress I’d been stealing.”
The Duke’s expression didn’t change, but something flickered in his eyes. “Did you strike him?”
The question was so unexpected that Thea answered honestly. “I did, actually. Rather hard. He bled.”
“Good.” The Duke sipped his tea. “The world has enough powerful men who believe their position grants them access to any woman they choose. I’m pleased you demonstrated otherwise.”
Thea felt a small knot of tension release. “You believe me, then?”
“I do. If you were the sort to invent a scandal, you’d invent one that paints you in a more sympathetic light. Mere refusal would suffice. The detail about striking him suggests truth.” He set down his cup. “I should tell you, Miss Ashworth, that I have very little patience for the games and pretenses of polite society. I find direct speech infinitely preferable. I hope you’ll extend me the same courtesy.”
“I can do that,” Thea said carefully.
“Excellent. Then let me be direct: I need someone to catalogue this library. As you can see, it’s extensive. My family has been collecting—hoarding, more accurately—books for three centuries. The result is magnificent chaos. I know approximately what’s here, but I don’t know precisely, and I suspect there are treasures buried in this mess that I’ve never discovered.”
He rose and gestured around them. “The task will take months, possibly a year. The work will be tedious at times. You’ll be isolated—we’re eight miles from the nearest village, and I don’t entertain. The house is old, drafty, and prone to strange noises. Some of the servants believe it’s haunted. You’ll be living in proximity to a man with a damaged reputation and a scarred face who society calls the Ghost Duke when they’re being kind and mad like his father when they’re not.” His gaze settled on her, direct and unflinching. “Why would you possibly want this position?”
Thea met his eyes. Direct speech, he’d said. Very well. “Because I have thirty pounds to my name and nowhere else to go. Because I love books and the idea of cataloguing a library like this is the first thing that’s brought me joy in months. Because isolation sounds peaceful rather than frightening. And because I don’t particularly care what society says about you—society dismissed me as a thief and a whore, so I’m disinclined to trust their judgment.”
A long moment of silence followed. Then, astonishingly, the Duke smiled. It transformed his face entirely, softening the harsh lines, reaching his eyes and warming them from winter fog to something almost like spring rain.
“Miss Ashworth,” he said, “I believe you’ll do very well here.”
They talked for another hour, discussing the scope of the work, her education—she confessed to a vicar father who’d educated her like a son, teaching her Latin and Greek, mathematics and philosophy, before his death when she was eighteen—and her experience in organizing large collections.
“My father had a significant library for a country vicar,” she explained. “When he died, I catalogued it for sale. That’s when I discovered I enjoyed the work.”
“What happened to your mother?” the Duke asked.
“She died when I was twelve. Consumption.” Thea kept her voice matter-of-fact. The grief was old and distant now, a scar rather than a wound. “After my father passed, there was no money. A distant cousin secured me a position as governess. I’ve had four positions in five years.”
“Four?” His eyebrow rose. “That’s a rather alarming rate of turnover.”
“The first family emigrated to India and couldn’t take me. The second family’s daughter married and no longer needed a governess. The third…” She hesitated.
“Let me guess. Another handsy employer?”
“His son, actually. I left before it became an incident. The fourth you know about.” Thea set down her cup. “I’m not unlucky, Your Grace. Or perhaps I am, but I’m also stubborn, competent, and very difficult to discourage. I will catalogue your library to the highest standard, and I will not steal your silver or seduce your footmen or do anything else that might reflect poorly on your household. You have my word.”
“I don’t have footmen,” he said. “Only Thomas, and he’s sixty if he’s a day. But I believe you nonetheless.” He stood, and Thea rose with him. “The position is yours, Miss Ashworth. Fifty pounds per annum, room and board. You may begin whenever you’re ready.”
“Tomorrow morning?” Thea suggested.
That almost-smile again. “Eager. I approve. Mrs. Holloway will show you the household routine. If you need anything—books, supplies, warmer clothing, God knows anything at all—speak to her or to Mr. Roth. I’m often out on the estate during the day, but I’m usually here in the evenings. Please don’t hesitate to find me if you have questions.”
He walked her to the library door and opened it. As she passed through, he said quietly, “Miss Ashworth?”
She turned back. “Your Grace?”
“Thank you. For coming. For staying.” His expression was difficult to read, but there was something in it that looked almost like relief. “I think… I think this house has been waiting for someone like you.”
Before Thea could formulate a response to that extraordinary statement, he’d closed the door gently, leaving her in the dimly lit corridor with her thoughts in disarray.
Mrs. Holloway appeared at her elbow, smiling knowingly. “Went well, did it?”
“I have the position,” Thea confirmed.
“Of course you do. Come along, dear. I’ll show you to the dining room. His Grace eats in the library most nights, but we keep a proper table for staff. You’ll want to meet the others.”
As Thea followed the housekeeper deeper into the labyrinth of Greymont Hall, she found herself thinking about the Duke’s parting words. This house has been waiting for someone like you. What a strange thing to say. What a strange man to say it.
What a strange place she’d come to.
But as the first whispers of wind rattled the windows and the fog pressed close against the glass, Thea realized she felt something unexpected: curiosity. Not fear, not trepidation, not even the grim resignation that had carried her through the last weeks.
Curiosity.
She wanted to know what secrets this house held. She wanted to understand the Duke with his watchful eyes and rare smiles. She wanted to lose herself in the work of cataloguing that magnificent library, to discover the treasures he’d mentioned.
She wanted, for the first time in a very long time, to stay somewhere.
Perhaps, she thought as Mrs. Holloway led her down another corridor lit by flickering candles, perhaps that was the most dangerous desire of all.
But Theodora Ashworth had never been particularly good at safety.
She followed the housekeeper into the warm light of the servants’ dining room and didn’t look back.
END OF CHAPTER ONE
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