A Kiss in the Shadow Valley — Chapter 3: Cataloguing Shadows

The library became Thea’s world within three days, and she found she didn’t mind.

She’d worked in fine houses before—the widow in Bath had maintained a respectable collection, and the family with six children had owned books even if none of them bothered to read—but nothing had prepared her for the scale of Greymont Hall’s library. Ten thousand volumes, the Duke had said, and if anything, that seemed a conservative estimate.

The task should have been daunting. Instead, it felt like coming home to a place she’d never known existed.

She began methodically, starting with the shelves nearest her desk and working outward in concentric circles. Each morning, she would arrive shortly after dawn—she’d never been one for sleeping late, and the house’s quiet morning hours felt sacred somehow—and begin the careful work of examination and notation.

Pull a book. Note its condition: Excellent. Good. Fair. Poor. Catastrophic.

Record the title, author, date of publication if discernible, edition if notable.

Categorize by subject: Philosophy. History. Natural sciences. Poetry. Fiction. Agricultural reform. Medicine. Theology. Architecture. Botany. Travel narratives. Books on beekeeping, falconry, cheese-making, the proper maintenance of water mills. Someone—presumably the Duke’s grandfather—had been curious about everything and indiscriminate in acquisition.

Note any marginalia, bookplates, inscriptions. These provided glimpses into the books’ previous owners, little windows into the past. A woman named Catherine had written in the margins of a volume of Wordsworth: This perfectly captures how I felt watching the sunrise over the moors this morning. The handwriting was elegant but sad somehow, each letter formed with care as though the writer had nothing but time.

Set the book carefully aside for the next phase: cleaning, minor repairs if needed, proper shelving according to the new system she was developing.

Repeat.

The work was meticulous, occasionally tedious, and Thea loved every moment of it.

She loved the smell of old paper and leather bindings. The weight of centuries in her hands. The quiet scratch of her pen across the ledger pages. The way afternoon light filtered through the high windows and turned the dust motes golden. The satisfaction of completing a shelf, of seeing order emerge from chaos one volume at a time.

The library asked nothing of her but attention and care. It didn’t judge her circumstances or pity her isolation. It simply existed, patient and immutable, offering itself to be understood.

She could breathe here.

Of course, she wasn’t entirely alone.

The Duke appeared with irregular frequency, often enough that she began to expect him but never so predictably that she could prepare. He would materialize in the library doorway—she never heard him approach, and she’d begun to suspect he moved through his own house like a ghost—and stand there silently until she noticed him.

The first time it happened, she’d startled so badly she’d nearly dropped the medieval psalter she’d been examining.

“Your Grace! I didn’t hear you come in.”

“Clearly.” He’d moved into the room with that same silent tread. “I apologize for disturbing your work.”

“You’re not disturbing anything. This is your library.” She’d set the psalter down carefully, hyperaware of the ink stains on her fingers and the dust she could feel on her face. “Did you need something?”

“No.” He’d paused, seeming to search for words. “I wanted to see how the work progresses.”

She’d gestured to the shelves she’d completed, the neat stack of ledgers accumulating on her desk, the books arranged in their new temporary organization awaiting final shelving. “Slowly but steadily. I’ve catalogued approximately four hundred volumes so far. At this rate, it will take months to complete the full collection.”

“Good.”

The word had been quiet, almost to himself, and before she could respond, he’d turned and left as silently as he’d arrived.

That had been the first visit. Others followed, each brief and purposeful in a way that suggested purpose was an excuse rather than a reason. He would ask about her progress, examine her cataloguing system, pull a volume from the shelf and quiz her on its contents like a particularly demanding tutor. Once, he’d brought her tea himself, setting the cup on her desk without comment and leaving before she could thank him.

She began to understand that the Duke existed in a state of perpetual internal conflict. He wanted connection but feared it. Craved company but couldn’t quite allow himself to enjoy it. Would enter a room as though drawn against his will, then leave abruptly as if remembering some urgent business that always proved to be an excuse for retreat.

It would have been easier to dismiss him as simply cold or imperious. But Thea had seen too much loneliness to mistake it for anything else. The Duke of Greymont, for all his titles and land and ancestral pride, was profoundly, desperately alone, and working very hard to convince himself he preferred it that way.

She recognized the strategy. She’d employed it herself.

Their dinners continued with the same cautious regularity as his library visits. Every evening at seven, they would sit at opposite ends of the small table Mrs. Holloway insisted on using instead of the vast formal dining room, and attempt conversation that rarely progressed beyond superficial pleasantries before lapsing into a silence that somehow felt less awkward than the talking.

Thea learned to read the silence. When it felt comfortable, she would occasionally venture a comment—about a book she’d discovered, or the weather, or the remarkable persistence of the fog that seemed to breed in the valley like mushrooms. When it felt brittle, she remained quiet and focused on her meal, giving him the space he clearly needed.

The Duke, she was discovering, spoke more through absence than presence. What he didn’t say often mattered more than what he did.

But the house spoke volumes.

On her fourth morning, Thea had ventured beyond the library, exploring the corridors and rooms that sprawled through Greymont Hall like the branches of some massive, petrified tree. Mrs. Holloway had told her she was free to go anywhere except the North Tower—”Old tragedy, dear, and His Grace is particular about it”—and Thea had taken her at her word.

She’d discovered the portrait gallery first: three generations of Greymonts staring down with varying degrees of severity. The current Duke’s father looked like his son might have, if all warmth and humanity had been surgically removed. His mother—Marianne, the painting was labeled—possessed a distant sadness that made Thea want to know her story.

There was another portrait that caught her attention: a young woman in her early twenties, beautiful in the fragile way of spun glass, wearing a wedding dress and an expression of profound resignation. The brass plate read: Catherine Greymont, Duchess of Greymont, 1814.

The late Duchess. The Duke had mentioned her death briefly during their first dinner, a passing reference that closed rather than opened conversation. Looking at the portrait, Thea understood why. Catherine’s eyes held the same sadness as Marianne’s, the same sense of being trapped in a life that fit poorly.

She’d stood before the portrait for longer than she should have, trying to reconcile the Duke’s careful solitude with the fact that he’d been married, that a woman had lived in this house and died here, that grief or guilt or some combination of both had driven him into the isolation he now maintained so fiercely.

“She was lovely, wasn’t she?”

Thea had spun around to find an older woman standing in the gallery entrance, elegant despite her years, silver hair perfectly coiffed, eyes sharp with intelligence and something that might have been amusement.

“I’m sorry,” Thea had said. “I didn’t mean to intrude. Mrs. Holloway said—”

“That you could explore freely. Yes, she told me.” The woman had moved closer, studying the portrait with an expression Thea couldn’t quite read. “I’m Margaret Greymont. The dowager duchess. And you must be the librarian everyone’s talking about.”

“Miss Ashworth.” Thea had curtsied automatically, old training taking over. “I hope my presence hasn’t caused too much disruption.”

“Disruption?” Lady Margaret had smiled. “My dear girl, you’re the most interesting thing to happen to this house in eight years. Of course everyone’s talking about you. They’re terrified you’ll leave before you’ve properly settled in.”

“I have no intention of leaving.” Thea had glanced back at Catherine’s portrait. “Was she…” She’d paused, uncertain how to phrase the question delicately.

“Unhappy?” Lady Margaret had supplied. “Yes. Desperately so. As was my grandson. They married for duty, you see. Their fathers arranged it. Neither of them wanted the match, but neither had the courage to refuse it. And then she died, and Lucian convinced himself he’d killed her through sheer force of their mutual misery.”

The blunt honesty had left Thea momentarily speechless.

“I apologize,” Lady Margaret had continued. “I’ve shocked you. I tend to speak too plainly in my old age. One of the few privileges of widowhood.” She’d linked her arm through Thea’s with surprising familiarity. “Walk with me. I want to know everything about the woman who’s managed to make my grandson voluntarily join someone for dinner.”

They’d walked the portrait gallery together, Lady Margaret providing acidic commentary on various ancestors (“That’s Reginald. Gambled away half the estate. Total wastrel. Lovely man, though—my favorite uncle.”) and gently but persistently extracting Thea’s history in return.

Thea found herself telling the dowager duchess more than she’d intended: her father’s death, the debts that consumed her inheritance, the years of genteel poverty disguised as employment, the desperation that had driven her to accept a position in the remote north where no one of consequence would ever discover how far she’d fallen.

Lady Margaret had listened with an intensity that suggested genuine interest rather than polite obligation.

“You’re exactly what he needs,” she’d said finally, cryptically. “Though neither of you knows it yet.”

“I beg your pardon?”

“My grandson.” Lady Margaret had patted Thea’s arm. “He’s convinced himself he’s content with isolation. That wanting nothing means risking nothing. But humans weren’t meant for complete solitude, Miss Ashworth. We’re social creatures, even those of us who claim to prefer our own company. Lucian has been dying slowly of loneliness for eight years, and he doesn’t even recognize it.”

“With respect, Your Grace, I’m here to catalogue books, not to provide companionship to the Duke.”

“Of course you are.” Lady Margaret’s smile had been knowing. “But there’s no rule against doing both, is there?”

Thea had extricated herself from that conversation as politely as possible and returned to the library, unsettled in ways she couldn’t quite articulate. The dowager duchess, for all her kindness, had seen too much and said too plainly what Thea had been trying very hard not to acknowledge.

That she was drawn to the Duke. Not in any romantic sense—she was far too practical for that, and her experience with men who held power over her employment had taught her the danger of such feelings. But there was something compelling about his carefully maintained distance, his flashes of dry wit that emerged when he forgot to be severe, the way he touched books with a reverence that matched her own.

She recognized in him a kindred spirit: someone who’d learned to armor themselves against further hurt, who’d chosen isolation not because they wanted it but because it felt safer than the alternative.

And safety, Thea understood, could become its own kind of prison.


A week into her employment, the routine had settled into something almost comfortable. Mornings in the library, cataloguing and cleaning and slowly bringing order to centuries of accumulated chaos. Afternoon tea, which Mrs. Holloway insisted on bringing regardless of Thea’s protests that she didn’t need such attention. Evenings at dinner with the Duke, their conversations gradually extending beyond pleasantries into something almost resembling actual discourse.

He’d begun asking her opinion on various books: what she thought of Godwin’s political philosophy, whether she preferred Pope or Dryden, if she’d read the new Walter Scott novel everyone in London was apparently obsessed with.

She’d answered honestly, defending Godwin with more passion than was strictly proper, choosing Dryden for his clarity and Pope for his wit (“Surely I’m allowed to have both?”), and admitting she found Scott overly romantic but couldn’t stop reading him anyway.

“Overly romantic?” The Duke had raised an eyebrow. “Coming from a woman who’s read every Gothic novel in my collection?”

“Gothic novels aren’t romantic. They’re atmospheric. Completely different.”

“Are they?”

“Absolutely. Romance suggests optimism about human nature. Gothic literature is predicated on the opposite—that we’re all haunted by our pasts and doomed to repeat our mistakes.”

He’d gone very still. “You believe that?”

Too late, she’d recognized the trap she’d walked into. “Not entirely. I think we have the capacity to change, if we’re brave enough. But courage is rare.”

“And cowardice is common.”

“I didn’t say that.”

“You didn’t have to.” He’d refilled her wine glass, his expression unreadable. “You’re right, though. Most of us are too frightened to change, even when we know we should. We convince ourselves that our cages are of our own making, therefore we must want them.”

The conversation had shifted after that, back to safer topics, but Thea had lain awake that night thinking about cages and courage and the peculiar intimacy of speaking truths to someone who understood them.

Now, at the end of her first week, she sat at her desk in the library as afternoon faded into evening, recording the details of a 1623 First Folio she’d discovered tucked between a farming manual and a collection of sermons. It was in remarkable condition, and she was terrified of damaging it.

“You look as though you’re handling an unexploded munition.”

She looked up to find the Duke standing in the doorway, still in his riding clothes, his hair disheveled from wind and his cheeks touched with cold. He looked younger somehow, less controlled, and Thea felt something uncomfortable flutter in her chest that she absolutely refused to acknowledge.

“It’s a First Folio,” she said instead, gesturing to the book. “1623. Complete, as far as I can tell. Worth more than I’ll earn in a lifetime.”

He crossed to the desk, peering over her shoulder. She was acutely aware of his proximity, of the scent of horse and leather and cold air that clung to him.

“Grandfather’s prize possession,” he said quietly. “I’d forgotten we had it.”

“You forgot you owned a Shakespeare First Folio?”

“I forget I own a lot of things.” He reached past her—carefully, not touching—to turn a page. His hand was elegant despite its size, long fingers that moved with precision. “The advantage of inheriting vast quantities of objects you had no hand in acquiring. They cease to feel like yours.”

“Does the house feel like yours?” The question emerged before she could stop it.

He withdrew his hand, straightening. “Sometimes. Mostly it feels like I’m haunting it rather than living in it.”

“That’s—” She’d been about to say “sad” but caught herself. “Poetic.”

“You mean melancholy.”

“Yes. But poetic as well.” She closed the Folio carefully, wrapping it in the soft cloth she’d been using. “Your Grace, may I ask you something?”

“You keep asking permission to ask questions. It’s becoming a habit.” But his tone wasn’t unkind. “Ask.”

“Why did you really need a librarian? Not for cataloguing—I’m not naive enough to think that’s essential. But why bring someone into your home after so long alone?”

For a moment, she thought he wouldn’t answer. He moved to the window, looking out at the darkening gardens, his reflection ghostly in the glass.

“I don’t know,” he said finally. “Roth kept insisting the library needed attention. Mrs. Holloway kept suggesting I was becoming too reclusive. Lady Margaret—” He paused. “You’ve met her, I assume?”

“Yes. She’s formidable.”

“That’s one word for it.” A flicker of something that might have been affection crossed his face. “She visited three months ago and told me I was wasting my life. We had a rather spectacular argument about it. I told her to mind her own business. She told me I was my father’s son after all, too proud and stubborn to accept help when I clearly needed it.”

“That seems harsh.”

“It was accurate.” He turned from the window. “The next day, I wrote to Roth and told him to place the advertisement. I think I wanted to prove her wrong. That I could have someone in the house and remain unchanged. That I wasn’t my father, using isolation as a weapon against everyone around him.”

“And?” Thea asked quietly. “Are you unchanged?”

He looked at her then, really looked at her, and she saw something in his eyes that made her breath catch. Not desire, exactly, though there was an element of that. Recognition, perhaps. The acknowledgment of seeing and being seen in return.

“No,” he said. “I don’t think I am.”

The moment stretched between them, fragile and loaded with possibility. Thea knew she should look away, return to her cataloguing, maintain the professional distance that was the only safe ground between them. But she couldn’t quite make herself move.

It was the Duke who broke first, clearing his throat and stepping back. “I should dress for dinner. I’ll see you at seven.”

“Of course. Your Grace.”

He left, and Thea sat very still, listening to his footsteps fade down the corridor, trying to identify the emotion currently making it difficult to breathe.

Hope, perhaps. Or fear.

Most likely both.

Outside, fog was rolling into the valley again, wrapping Greymont Hall in its familiar grey embrace. Inside, the library settled into its evening quiet, and Thea carefully placed the First Folio in the locked cabinet where the most valuable books were stored, her hands steady despite the turbulence in her chest.

She had nine months remaining on her contract. Nine months to complete the cataloguing, save her salary, and move on to whatever came next.

Nine months, she was beginning to suspect, that would prove either her salvation or her undoing.

Possibly both.

A Kiss in the Shadow Valley — Chapter 2: The Ghost Duke’s Domain

THE GHOST DUKE’S DOMAIN

Lucian Greymont, Duke of Greymont and master of precisely nothing that mattered, woke at dawn as he had every day for the past eight years.

The habit had formed during the war—wake before the enemy, stay alive another day—and survived his return to civilian life with the tenacity of all unwanted things. He no longer needed to be alert for the sound of approaching cavalry or the whistle of incoming artillery. The greatest danger he faced now was his own thoughts, and those required no particular vigilance. They were there regardless, patient as creditors.

He rose without lighting a candle. His hands knew the geography of his chamber by now: washstand to the left, wardrobe straight ahead, window seat where he’d left his boots. The stone floor was cold beneath his bare feet, a familiar bite that helped shake off the remnants of sleep and whatever dreams had accompanied it. He preferred not to remember his dreams.

By the time pale grey light began to filter through the heavy curtains, Lucian was dressed in riding clothes and descending the servants’ staircase to avoid the likelihood of encountering anyone. The kitchen would be stirring by now, but Mrs. Holloway knew better than to intercept him before his morning ride. She’d leave coffee in the warming pot and say nothing about the cold breakfast he’d eat standing up, still in his riding boots, because sitting at the long dining table alone felt like a particular species of torture he’d not yet developed immunity to.

The stable yard was shrouded in the same fog that seemed to breed in Shadow Valley like some indigenous species, thick and grey and clinging. Roberts, the head groom, had Lucian’s stallion already saddled—another soul who’d learned the Duke’s schedule and adapted accordingly.

“Morning, Your Grace.” Roberts was a man of few words, which was among his many virtues. “Fog’s heavy. Mind the northern ridge.”

“I always do.” Lucian swung into the saddle, and Tempest—named in a moment of irony that had aged poorly—tossed his head with barely contained energy. The horse, at least, did not judge him for his solitary habits. The horse merely wanted to run.

Lucian gave him his head.

They thundered across the parkland, Tempest’s hooves sending up divots of wet earth, the fog parting and closing around them like curtains. The physical exertion, the controlled violence of it, offered a temporary reprieve from thought. There was only the horse’s power beneath him, the cold air burning his lungs, the blur of grey and green and brown as they raced toward nothing in particular.

He rode hard for an hour, following the paths he’d memorized until the valley revealed itself in fragments through the thinning mist: the old shepherd’s hut on the eastern slope, the ruined gatehouse where the original entrance to the estate had stood before his great-grandfather had built the current drive, the oak tree lightning-struck three summers past, still standing but hollow now, home to owls and regret.

Eventually, because even escape had its limits, Lucian turned back toward the Hall.

It rose from the fog like a ship from the sea, all dark stone and watching windows. His ancestral home. His inheritance. His prison, though he’d been the one to lock the door from the inside.

The thought that someone new now walked its corridors—slept in its east wing, broke her fast in its morning room, would soon spend her days in its library—caused something uncomfortable to shift in his chest. Curiosity, perhaps. Or the old instinct for self-preservation recognizing a new threat.

Theodora Ashworth. Miss Ashworth, he should remember to say, though the informality of her Christian name had lodged itself in his mind with unfortunate persistence. He’d hired her in a moment of what even he recognized as potential madness, but Roth had been increasingly insistent that the library needed cataloguing, and Lucian had finally surrendered to the necessity.

The necessity of the cataloguing, that was. Not the necessity of a woman’s presence in his home. That remained negotiable at best.

She’d been composed during the interview, almost eerily so. Dark hair pinned severely back, green eyes that met his directly despite obvious exhaustion from travel, hands folded neatly in her lap with an ink stain on her right index finger she’d clearly tried to scrub away and failed. She’d answered his questions about literature and languages with precision but without pretension, corrected his Latin without quite making it a correction, and regarded him with the alert wariness of someone who’d learned not to trust easily.

He’d recognized the look. He saw it in his own mirror often enough.

When he’d asked her why she wanted the position—isolation required, he’d made that clear in the advertisement—she’d paused just long enough that he knew whatever she said next would be at least partially untrue.

“I prefer quiet,” she’d said finally. “And I prefer books to most people.”

“Most people?” he’d challenged, because he’d been taught to probe weakness, and old habits died hard. “Not all?”

“Not all,” she’d agreed. “But the ones worth knowing are few and far between. I suspect they’re easier to find in libraries than in drawing rooms.”

He should have ended the interview there. Should have thanked her for her time and sent her back to wherever she’d come from. Instead, he’d heard himself offering her the position, watching her shoulders drop almost imperceptibly with relief, and hating himself a little for noticing the vulnerability she’d tried so hard to hide.

Now she was here, and he would have to learn to navigate around her presence like one learned to navigate around a new piece of furniture that had been installed in a familiar room. Eventually, presumably, he would cease banging his shin on it.

Roberts took Tempest’s reins when Lucian dismounted in the stable yard. “Good ride, Your Grace?”

“Adequate.” Lucian pulled off his gloves. “Has the house woken?”

“Kitchen’s been up for an hour. Mrs. Holloway’s seeing to breakfast for your guest.”

Not “guest,” Lucian thought. Employee. Staff. Someone temporary who would complete a task and leave. But he merely nodded and strode toward the house, entering through the servants’ door because the front entrance with its marble floor and ancestral portraits felt too formal for the grey mood that had settled over him like the fog over the valley.

He made it as far as the back corridor before Mrs. Holloway materialized from the direction of the kitchen, carrying a tea tray and wearing the expression of benign determination that meant she intended to say something he wouldn’t want to hear.

“Your Grace. Good ride?”

“Yes. Thank you.” He moved to step past her, but she shifted position with the practiced ease of someone who’d spent three decades managing this house and, more recently, its duke.

“Miss Ashworth is in the morning room. I thought you might wish to take breakfast with her.” Mrs. Holloway’s tone suggested this was a statement rather than a request. “Welcome her properly.”

“I spoke with her yesterday.” Lucian kept his voice neutral. “At length.”

“You interviewed her. That’s different from welcoming her.” She met his gaze with the peculiar immunity of someone who’d changed his nappies and was therefore immune to ducal authority. “She’s alone in a strange house, Your Grace. A kind word wouldn’t kill you.”

Probably not, Lucian thought. Though kindness had always been more difficult than cruelty for the men of his bloodline. His father had excelled at the latter while being entirely incapable of the former. Lucian tried to aim for polite indifference and mostly managed it, though lately, he’d wondered if perhaps that was just another form of cruelty, slower and colder.

“Very well,” he said, because arguing with Mrs. Holloway was an exercise in futility. “Five minutes.”

“I’m sure that will be quite sufficient.” Her tone made it clear she thought it wouldn’t be nearly enough, but she stepped aside and let him pass.

The morning room was at the back of the house, facing the gardens his mother had loved and that had gone wild in the years since her death. Grey light filled the space, filtered through the floor-to-ceiling windows that had been his mother’s addition to the Hall—she’d wanted more light, she’d said, to combat the valley’s persistent gloom. The room itself was perhaps the only space in the entire house that felt remotely cheerful: wallpaper in a pattern of small yellow flowers, furniture upholstered in faded blue velvet, a pianoforte in the corner that no one had played in eight years.

Miss Ashworth sat at the small table near the windows, a cup of tea before her and a book open beside her plate. She’d been reading while eating—a habit Lucian understood well—and looked up as he entered with a startled expression that made her seem younger than her years.

“Your Grace.” She rose quickly, the chair scraping against the floor. “I’m sorry, I didn’t—Mrs. Holloway said the morning room was—I can take my breakfast elsewhere if you prefer—”

“Sit,” Lucian said, more sharply than he’d intended. Then, forcing civility: “Please. Mrs. Holloway is right. This is your home as well now. For the duration of your employment.”

She sank back into her chair but didn’t reach for her tea. Her hands remained in her lap, and he noticed again the ink stain, darker now. She’d been writing already this morning, then. Letters? Or notes for the cataloguing?

He should leave. This was five minutes more than he’d intended to give. Instead, he found himself pulling out the chair opposite her and sitting down with the vague sense that he’d just set something irrevocable in motion.

“You slept well?” He reached for the social pleasantries that had once come naturally and now felt like a foreign language imperfectly learned.

“Very well, thank you.” A pause. “The house is quiet.”

“Too quiet?” He watched her face for the flicker of fear or discomfort he’d seen in previous staff members. The Hall had a reputation, and not all of it was undeserved.

But Miss Ashworth merely considered the question with what appeared to be genuine thought. “No,” she said finally. “I’ve spent the past two years in a household with six children under the age of ten. Quiet is a luxury I’d almost forgotten existed.”

“You were a governess, then.” He hadn’t asked about her previous employment during the interview, operating under the principle that anyone willing to accept isolation in the north of England for fifty pounds per annum was likely fleeing something. People’s pasts were their own concern until they became his.

“Of a sort.” Her tone cooled slightly. “More of a nursemaid, truth be told. The oldest child was barely able to read.”

“And yet you came here to catalogue books instead.”

“I came here because the position was available and I needed employment.” She met his gaze steadily. “If you’re asking whether I’m qualified, I assure you I am. If you’re asking whether I have somewhere else to go if this doesn’t suit, I assure you I don’t. That should make me suitably motivated.”

The blunt honesty surprised him into something almost like a smile. Almost. “I wasn’t questioning your qualifications. Merely expressing… mild surprise at finding a governess with a working knowledge of medieval Latin and Pre-Socratic philosophy.”

“My father was a scholar. He taught me himself.” She picked up her teacup, seemed to reconsider, and set it down again. “He died five years ago. I’ve been teaching myself since then, when I had the time and access to books. Which wasn’t often.”

There was grief in her voice, old and worn smooth by time, the kind that no longer actively hurt but left a permanent hollow behind. Lucian recognized it. He carried something similar for his mother, though his was complicated by the relief that she hadn’t lived to see what he’d become.

“The library will give you time and access both,” he said. “Work at your own pace. I’m in no particular hurry for the cataloguing to be complete.”

Something shifted in her expression—relief again, he thought, though she controlled it quickly. “Thank you. I’ll begin this morning, if that suits. Mrs. Holloway mentioned you’d want the rare books handled carefully.”

“They’re all rare, in their way. But yes. The medieval manuscripts especially. Some are quite fragile.” He paused, then added what he’d been avoiding saying: “I’ll show you the library myself. After you’ve finished breakfast.”

“I’m finished now.” She rose, closing the book she’d been reading. Lucian glimpsed the title: Sense and Sensibility. “I was just…”

“Escaping into fiction?” He stood as well, the habit of manners his mother had drilled into him taking over. “Understandable. Reality can be tiresome.”

“Sometimes,” she agreed. Then, with a flicker of something that might have been humor: “Though I confess I’m curious whether your library will prove more interesting than the fiction. Gothic manor, reclusive duke, mysterious isolation—if you have a mad wife locked in the attic, we’re entering dangerously derivative territory.”

The words were out before she clearly thought better of them. He watched the color rise in her cheeks, watched her straighten her spine as if preparing for rebuke.

He should rebuke her. The comment skirted the edge of impropriety, made light of his family’s tragedies, referenced gossip she must have heard. He should remind her of her place, reestablish the boundaries between employer and employee, make clear that familiarity would not be tolerated.

Instead, he heard himself say, “No wife. Mad or otherwise. My mother has been dead these eight years, and the North Tower is closed. There was a tragedy there, years ago. The servants have their own theories about it. Though I believe the servants have convinced themselves it’s haunted.”

“Is it?” She was watching him now with frank curiosity, the kind of direct gaze most people had learned to soften when addressing a duke. “Haunted?”

“All old houses are haunted, Miss Ashworth. By memory if nothing else.” He moved toward the door, pausing when he reached it. “The library is this way. Unless you’ve changed your mind about beginning this morning?”

“Not at all, Your Grace.” She followed him into the corridor, bringing with her a faint scent of lavender soap and old books, and Lucian felt again that uncomfortable shift in his chest, the one that felt suspiciously like his carefully maintained solitude recognizing a threat.

He led her through the Hall in silence, acutely aware of her presence behind him in a way he found distinctly unsettling. She moved quietly but not timidly, her footsteps echoing his own on the marble floors. When they passed the portrait gallery, she slowed fractionally, her gaze caught by the faces of his ancestors.

“That’s your mother,” she said, and it wasn’t a question. “The resemblance is striking.”

He looked at the portrait despite himself: Marianne Greymont, Duchess of Greymont, painted the year before her death. She was standing in the gardens, one hand resting on the pianoforte that now sat silent in the morning room. The artist had captured something in her eyes, some deep sadness that Lucian only recognized now, too late to ask its cause.

“Yes,” he said. “She died when I was twenty-four. A wasting illness. The doctors called it consumption, though I suspect they were guessing.”

“I’m sorry.” The words were quiet, without the performative sympathy he’d grown to despise. “It’s a beautiful portrait.”

“She hated it. Said it made her look mournful. But my father insisted.” He turned away from the painting and continued down the corridor. “The library is at the end of this hall.”

The library occupied what had once been the original Great Hall of the medieval structure at the heart of Greymont Hall. Subsequent dukes had added to it, built around it, but the library remained the soul of the house: three stories of books rising to a vaulted ceiling, with a gallery running around the upper levels and narrow windows set high in the walls that filled the space with filtered light.

Lucian opened the double doors and stepped aside, watching Miss Ashworth’s face as she entered.

She’d seen the library once before, of course—her interview, conducted by lamplight, surrounded by shadows that had made the vast space feel intimate rather than overwhelming. But that had been evening, and she had been too nervous to do more than register its scale. Now, in the pale morning light filtering through the high windows, the library revealed itself properly, and her reaction was immediate and unguarded. She laughed, a sound of pure delight that transformed her entire countenance.

“Good God,” she breathed. “How many books are there?”

“Approximately ten thousand.” He followed her inside, oddly pleased by her reaction despite himself. “Collected over four centuries, though the majority came from my great-grandfather and grandfather. They both had a passion for acquisition.”

“Clearly.” She moved forward slowly, turning in a circle to take it all in. “This is… this is extraordinary. Why on earth would you need it catalogued? It looks perfectly organized.”

“It looks that way, yes. But the organizational system is known only to my late grandfather, and he died thirty years ago without writing it down. What looks like order is actually chaos masquerading as intentionality.” He gestured to the nearest shelf. “These appear to be grouped by subject. They’re not. That shelf contains everything from a treatise on agricultural reform to a Gothic novel to a medical text on the treatment of gout.”

She pulled a volume from the shelf at random, examined it, and laughed again. “Pre-Socratic philosophy nestled between a farmers’ almanac and The Castle of Otranto. Your grandfather had eclectic tastes.”

“To put it mildly.” Lucian found himself moving closer, drawn by her enthusiasm despite his better judgment. “The goal is to create an actual cataloguing system. Author, title, subject, date of publication. Make the collection accessible.”

“To whom?” She looked up at him, genuine curiosity in her green eyes. “Forgive me, Your Grace, but who exactly is meant to access this library? You said you don’t entertain.”

It was a fair question. The honest answer—that he’d been fleeing the wreckage of his marriage and the guilt of his wife’s death and the impossibility of ever being what people expected—was not one he intended to give.

“I prefer the quiet,” he said, echoing her own words from the interview. “And I prefer my own company to most people’s.”

She smiled slightly. “That’s what I said. I had the distinct impression you didn’t believe me.”

“I didn’t. And I suspect you don’t believe me either.”

“No,” she agreed. “But I respect that some questions shouldn’t be answered. I have a few of my own I’d rather not field.”

A soft knock interrupted them. Mrs. Holloway appeared in the doorway carrying a tea tray, which she set on the reading table between them with the practiced ease of someone who had been anticipating this exact situation.

“I thought you might want refreshment, Your Grace. Miss Ashworth.” She poured two cups without waiting for a response and withdrew, pulling the door closed behind her with a click that sounded, to Lucian’s ears, suspiciously satisfied.

They regarded each other across the table, two people with secrets, and Lucian felt something shift between them—a tentative understanding, perhaps, or the beginning of one.

“Then let’s agree,” he said, “not to pry into each other’s pasts. Work together civilly, maintain our respective privacies, and part ways when the cataloguing is complete with nothing more complicated than a good reference.”

“That sounds eminently sensible.” She raised her teacup slightly. “To an uncomplicated arrangement.”

He lifted his own cup to meet hers, but the words caught in his throat.

Because he knew, even as they spoke them, that nothing about Theodora Ashworth in his house would prove uncomplicated. She was already complicating things merely by existing, by laughing in his library, by sitting across from him and making him remember what it felt like to want conversation instead of silence.

“To an uncomplicated arrangement,” he echoed anyway, knowing it for a lie.

They drank, and the evening continued its careful progression toward a conclusion that felt both inevitable and impossible to predict.

A Kiss in the Shadow Valley — Chapter 1: The Arrival

CHAPTER ONE

THE ARRIVAL

The road to Shadow Valley narrowed with each passing mile, as though the land itself sought to discourage visitors. Theodora Ashworth—Thea to no one in particular these days, for who remained to use such intimacies?—watched the landscape transform through the coach window with equal parts trepidation and resignation. Behind her lay the last village of consequence, its whitewashed cottages and tidy gardens already fading into memory. Ahead stretched only moorland: vast, grey, and indifferent to human concerns.

She had thirty pounds in her reticule, a single trunk of belongings strapped to the coach roof, and precisely nowhere else to go.

The thought should have terrified her. A month ago, it would have. But somewhere between Lord Pemberton’s sweating face too close to hers in the schoolroom corridor and the cold pronouncement of dismissal without references—somewhere between respectable employment and utter destitution—terror had refined itself into something harder, cleaner. Determination, perhaps. Or merely the stubborn refusal to lie down and die that had gotten her this far.

“Not much further now, miss,” the driver called down, his voice carrying poorly against the wind that had risen as they climbed. “Though I’ll tell you plain, I’m not comfortable with it. Shadow Valley’s no place for a young woman alone.”

Thea leaned forward slightly. “Yet you’re taking me there.”

“Aye, well. Your coin’s as good as any.” He paused, then added with what might have been kindness, “But I’ll not linger. The horses don’t like it up here, and I’ve a return journey before dark.”

“I wouldn’t expect you to wait.” She settled back against the worn velvet seat. The coach, hired at extravagant expense from the posting inn, was better than she deserved but worse than she’d known in childhood. Another measure of how far she’d fallen, though at this point the descent felt less like falling and more like a controlled navigation of a very steep slope.

The moorland gave way to something stranger: ancient forest pressing close to the road, gnarled oaks that looked like they’d been old when the Romans marched through. The afternoon sun, already weak at this elevation, struggled to penetrate the canopy. Shadows pooled in the hollows and clung to the trees like moss.

Thea pulled her cloak tighter. The advertisement had been brief to the point of terseness: Wanted: Educated woman of good character to catalogue a private library. Isolation required. Inquire Greymont Hall, Northumberland. No mention of salary, no description of duties beyond the cataloguing, no indication of why isolation should be a requirement rather than an unfortunate circumstance.

She’d written anyway. What choice did she have? Three weeks later, a response arrived: a single sheet of heavy paper in a bold, masculine hand. Position available. Room and board provided, salary £50 per annum. Present yourself at Greymont Hall at your earliest convenience. His Grace will interview candidates personally. It was signed simply “Roth, Steward.”

His Grace. A duke, then. Thea had allowed herself a moment of dark amusement. Governesses moved through the lives of the aristocracy like ghosts—necessary, invisible, easily dismissed. That a duke should want his library catalogued by a woman of “good character” rather than a proper scholar suggested either eccentricity or desperation. Possibly both.

Either way, fifty pounds per annum was fifty pounds per annum. She’d packed her trunk that same day.

The coach lurched suddenly, and Thea gripped the window frame to steady herself. The road had deteriorated to little more than a rutted track. Through the trees ahead, she caught her first glimpse of the valley itself.

The land dropped away sharply, creating a natural bowl enclosed by steep, forested slopes. At its center, rising from formal gardens gone wild, stood Greymont Hall. Thea’s breath caught despite herself.

It was magnificent. It was monstrous. It was Gothic architecture incarnate, all dark stone and towers, peaked roofs and innumerable windows that caught the failing light like watching eyes. The original structure—presumably the oldest section—appeared to be Elizabethan, but subsequent generations had added to it without particular concern for harmony. A Jacobean wing sprawled to the east, a Georgian facade had been grafted somewhat awkwardly onto the south side, and looming over it all, a medieval-looking tower climbed toward the grey sky with what could only be described as arrogance.

The whole edifice crouched in its valley like a great stone beast, ancient and immovable, wrapped in wisps of fog that seemed to rise from the very earth.

“God’s teeth,” Thea murmured. No wonder they couldn’t keep staff.

The driver made a noise that might have been agreement or prayer. They descended the slope in silence, the road switching back on itself twice before delivering them to what passed for a main drive. Overgrown rhododendrons pressed close on either side, their leaves dark and glossy, hiding whatever gardens might lie beyond. The air grew noticeably colder. Thea could see her breath now.

The coach rounded a final bend and pulled up before the main entrance: a massive door of dark oak set within a stone arch carved with what appeared to be family crests and Latin mottos too weathered to read. Thea had the distinct impression that the house was studying her, taking her measure, finding her wanting.

She shook off the fancy. It was a building, nothing more. Stone and mortar and glass, however imposing the arrangement. She’d faced worse than architecture.

The coach rocked as the driver climbed down. A moment later, he opened the door and handed her out with rather more haste than courtesy required. “I’ll fetch your trunk, miss.”

“Thank you.” Thea looked up at the entrance. No one had emerged to greet her. The windows remained dark and watchful. She had the unsettling sense of having arrived at a place that had forgotten it expected visitors—or perhaps never welcomed them to begin with.

The driver deposited her trunk beside her with an audible thump and retreated to his box with indecent speed. “Sure you’ll be all right, miss?”

“Perfectly.” Thea mustered what she hoped was a confident smile. “Safe journey back.”

He touched his hat—whether in respect or farewell, she couldn’t determine—and urged his horses into motion. They responded with gratifying enthusiasm, and within moments, the coach had disappeared around the bend, leaving Thea alone before the great door with nothing but her trunk, her thirty pounds, and her increasingly questionable judgment for company.

She stood there for a moment, allowing herself the indulgence of fear. It moved through her like a chill wind: this was madness, she had no guarantee of safety, no assurance this position even truly existed, no way back if things went wrong. She was as isolated here as any Gothic heroine in any of the novels she’d read by candlelight in her various attics and schoolrooms.

The difference being that Gothic heroines had family to return to, inheritances to claim, mysterious benefactors to rescue them. Thea had none of those things. She had only herself and whatever courage she could manufacture from necessity.

Very well, then. Necessity it would be.

She squared her shoulders, climbed the three shallow steps to the door, and lifted the heavy iron knocker. It was shaped like a wolf’s head, she noticed. Charming. She let it fall once, twice, three times, the sound echoing hollowly.

Silence.

Thea waited, counting slowly to thirty. No response. She knocked again, harder this time.

Still nothing.

Irritation began to replace apprehension. She’d traveled two days to get here, spent money she couldn’t afford, and now what? Was she meant to camp on the doorstep? She tried the latch. To her surprise, it lifted easily, and the door swung inward on well-oiled hinges.

“Hello?” she called into the dimness beyond. “I’m expected. Miss Ashworth, from—”

“There you are!” A woman bustled into view from a corridor to the left, bringing with her an aura of brisk competence that was immediately reassuring. She was perhaps fifty, comfortably round, dressed in black bombazine with a chatelaine at her waist—the housekeeper, clearly. Her face was weathered but kind, and when she smiled, her whole countenance warmed. “Miss Ashworth, is it? We were watching for you this past hour. The roads can be tricky, and with the fog coming in…”

“I’m sorry to have caused concern.” Thea stepped inside, and the housekeeper closed the door firmly behind her. The sound of it shutting seemed final somehow, a gate closing. Thea pushed the thought away. “The journey took rather longer than anticipated.”

“Aye, they always do. I’m Mrs. Holloway, housekeeper here these thirty years. Welcome to Greymont Hall, such as it is.” She gestured around them, and Thea followed her gaze.

Such as it was, indeed. The entrance hall soared two stories high, its walls lined with dark wood paneling that drank the light from the few candles burning in sconces. A grand staircase curved upward into shadow. The floor was black and white marble in a checkerboard pattern, scuffed by centuries of boots. Portraits in heavy frames lined the walls—stern-faced men and women in ruffs and velvets and powdered wigs, all regarding the viewer with varying degrees of disapproval.

It should have felt oppressive. Oddly, it felt expectant instead, like a theater before the performance begins.

“Bit gloomy, I know,” Mrs. Holloway said cheerfully. “We don’t tend to light all the candles unless His Grace is entertaining, which is to say never. But you’ll grow accustomed. The Hall has its charms once you know where to look. Now then, let me show you to your room. You’ll want to freshen up before meeting His Grace.”

“He’s here, then?” Thea tried to keep her voice neutral.

“Oh, aye. In the library, most like. That’s where he spends his days when he’s not about the estate.” Mrs. Holloway had hoisted Thea’s trunk with surprising strength and was already heading for the stairs. “This way, dear. You’ll be in the East Wing—nice view of the moors, and you’ll have privacy. His Grace has the West Wing, the family apartments. The North Wing is closed up, and we don’t go to the North Tower at all.”

“Why not?” The question slipped out before Thea could stop it.

Mrs. Holloway paused on the landing, her expression shifting to something more guarded. “Old tragedy, that. Best left undisturbed. Ah, here we are.”

She led the way down a corridor lit at intervals by candles in glass chimneys. The walls here were papered in a pattern of faded roses, and the floorboards creaked companionably underfoot. Mrs. Holloway stopped at the third door on the right and pushed it open.

“Your room, Miss Ashworth.”

It was simple but not unkind: a bed with a faded quilt, a wardrobe, a washstand, a small desk and chair positioned beneath a window that, true to Mrs. Holloway’s word, looked out over moorland stretching to a distant line of hills. The last of the daylight illuminated the room with a grey, pearlescent glow. A fire had been laid in the small grate but not yet lit.

“I’ll send Lottie up with hot water and to light your fire,” Mrs. Holloway said, setting the trunk at the foot of the bed. “Take your time settling in. His Grace dines late—nine o’clock—but he’ll want to see you in the library at seven. I’ll come fetch you.”

“Thank you, Mrs. Holloway. You’ve been most kind.”

The housekeeper smiled again, that same warming transformation. “We’re glad to have you, dear. Truly. The Hall has been…” She paused, seeming to search for words. “It’s been too quiet for too long. A fresh presence will do it good. Do us all good, perhaps.”

She left before Thea could formulate a response to that cryptic statement, her footsteps fading down the corridor.

Thea stood in the center of her new room and listened to the house. It was not, she discovered, truly silent. Old buildings never were. This one creaked and settled, whispered and sighed. Wind found gaps in the window frames and experimented with different notes. Somewhere distant, a door closed. Farther still, water ran through ancient pipes.

She moved to the window and looked out at the moors. The fog Mrs. Holloway had mentioned was indeed rolling in, grey tendrils reaching across the landscape like searching fingers. Within an hour, she suspected, the Hall would be an island in a sea of white.

No retreat. Not tonight, possibly not for days if the weather turned.

Thea discovered she didn’t mind as much as she should have. There was something almost restful about the finality of it, the surrender to circumstance. She was here. For better or worse, this was her refuge now.

She turned from the window and began to unpack.


Lottie arrived twenty minutes later, proving to be a girl of perhaps nineteen with a cheerful face, a thick northern accent, and an irrepressible curiosity barely contained by the demands of propriety.

“Ooh, miss, you’ve come all the way from London, Mrs. Holloway says!” She set down the ewer of hot water and began coaxing the fire to life with practiced efficiency. “We never get visitors from London. We never get visitors at all, truth be told, excepting Dr. Vale, and he hardly counts as he lives in Ashford, which is only eight miles though it might as well be eighty in winter.”

“I’m from London most recently,” Thea corrected, warming her hands as the fire caught, “but originally from Hertfordshire.”

“Oh! But you’ve been to London proper?” Lottie’s eyes shone with vicarious excitement. “What’s it like? Is it as grand as they say? All the theaters and parks and fine ladies in their carriages?”

“It’s crowded and noisy and smells rather terrible in summer,” Thea said honestly. “But yes, there are theaters and parks. And fine ladies.”

“And you gave it all up to come here?” Lottie seemed to realize how that sounded and clapped a hand over her mouth. “Begging your pardon, miss! I didn’t mean—the Hall is a fine place, truly, it’s just—”

“Just isolated and rather Gothic and possibly haunted?” Thea offered with a slight smile.

Lottie giggled nervously. “Well. Yes. That.” She lowered her voice. “Though between you and me, miss, I’ve never seen a ghost myself, and I’ve been here three years come Michaelmas. Mrs. Holloway says it’s all nonsense.”

“But?” Thea prompted, because there was clearly a “but” hovering unspoken.

“But Cook swears she hears weeping from the North Tower on winter nights, and Thomas—he’s the footman—won’t go near the portrait gallery after dark, and…” Lottie bit her lip. “And everyone knows about the Grey Lady.”

“The Grey Lady?” Despite herself, Thea was intrigued.

“His Grace’s mother, the late Duchess. They say she walks the corridors still, looking for something she lost.” Lottie shivered theatrically. “Though if you ask me, this house is old enough and strange enough to have plenty of spirits without needing to invent new ones. Will you be wanting help dressing for dinner, miss?”

Thea glanced at the plain grey wool dress she’d laid out. “I can manage, thank you. Though I confess I’m more nervous about meeting His Grace than any number of ghosts.”

“Oh, don’t be!” Lottie said earnestly. “His Grace is stern-like, and doesn’t smile much, and keeps to himself something terrible, but he’s never been unkind. Not like…” She stopped abruptly.

“Not like?” Thea prompted gently.

“Not like his father,” Lottie finished in a rush. “The old Duke, I mean. I never knew him—he died eight years ago—but they say he was… well. Cruel, miss. Truly cruel. His Grace is nothing like that. He’s just… quiet. And sad, I think, though I shouldn’t say so.”

“Your secret is safe with me,” Thea assured her.

Lottie bobbed a curtsy. “I’ll leave you to rest then, miss. Mrs. Holloway will be up at seven sharp. She runs this house like clockwork, she does.”

When the girl had gone, Thea washed her face and hands in the now-tepid water and changed into the grey wool dress. It was respectable, serviceable, and utterly unremarkable—precisely the impression she wished to convey. A woman to catalogue a library should be professional, educated, and forgettable. She’d learned that lesson through five years of governessing. Invisibility was armor.

She repinned her hair, securing it in a neat chignon at her nape. A few red-gold strands immediately escaped—they always did—but the overall effect was tidy enough. She looked at herself in the small mirror above the washstand: green eyes shadowed with exhaustion, freckles standing out against pale skin, mouth compressed into a thin line.

She made herself smile. It looked unconvincing, but it would have to do.

At precisely seven o’clock, Mrs. Holloway knocked and led her down through the dimly lit corridors of Greymont Hall. They descended the main staircase and crossed the entrance hall, their footsteps echoing on the marble. The portraits seemed to watch their progress with interest.

“Here we are, then,” Mrs. Holloway said, stopping before a door of carved mahogany. “The library. His Grace is expecting you.” She gave Thea’s hand a brief, encouraging squeeze. “You’ll do fine, dear.”

Then she knocked twice and opened the door without waiting for a response.

The library stole Thea’s breath.

It was vast—easily forty feet long, two stories high, with a gallery running around the upper level reached by a spiral staircase of wrought iron. Every wall was lined floor to ceiling with books: leather-bound volumes in reds and browns and greens and blacks, thousands upon thousands of them, their spines stamped with gold that gleamed in the candlelight. More candles than she’d seen elsewhere in the house burned here, in candelabras and sconces, creating pools of warm light that pushed back the shadows.

The scent hit her next: old paper and leather, beeswax and wood smoke, the particular perfume of knowledge accumulated and preserved. For the first time since leaving London—perhaps for the first time since leaving Lord Pemberton’s household in disgrace—Thea felt something in her chest unknot slightly.

Books. Hundreds, thousands of books. Whatever else this position might prove to be, at least there would be books.

“Miss Ashworth.” The voice came from deeper in the room, near one of the fireplaces. “Thank you for coming.”

Thea’s attention snapped to the speaker, and her breath caught for an entirely different reason.

His Grace, the seventh Duke of Greymont, stood with one hand resting on the mantelpiece, regarding her with eyes the color of winter fog. He was tall—well over six feet—and lean in the way of men who worked physically rather than lounging in drawing rooms. He wore dark trousers and a white shirt open at the throat, the sleeves rolled to his elbows, no jacket or cravat in evidence. For a duke, it was practically indecent. For a man, it was… distracting.

His face was angular, all sharp cheekbones and strong jaw, darkened by a day’s worth of beard. His hair was nearly black, slightly too long, and looked as though he’d been running his hands through it. But it was the scar that drew the eye: a jagged line running from his left temple down across his cheekbone to his jaw, silver against tanned skin.

He should have looked villainous. Instead, he looked like someone who’d survived something terrible and come out the other side irrevocably changed.

Thea realized she’d been staring and dropped into a curtsy. “Your Grace. Thank you for seeing me.”

“I’m the one who summoned you, Miss Ashworth. The gratitude should run the other direction.” He gestured to a leather chair near the fire. “Please, sit. Would you care for tea? Or something stronger? The journey from London is not a short one.”

“Tea would be lovely, thank you.” Thea settled into the chair, grateful for something to do with her hands when he poured from a service already laid out on a small table.

He handed her a cup—fine porcelain, she noticed, painted with blue flowers—and took his own to the chair opposite hers. When he sat, she saw the way he moved: controlled, precise, with the faint stiffness that suggested old injuries imperfectly healed.

Soldier, she thought. The scar, the way he carried himself, the watchfulness in his eyes. He’d seen war.

“You come with no references,” he said without preamble. “Why?”

Thea had prepared for this question. “I was dismissed from my last position. The master of the house… made advances. When I refused him, he dismissed me without reference and told the mistress I’d been stealing.”

The Duke’s expression didn’t change, but something flickered in his eyes. “Did you strike him?”

The question was so unexpected that Thea answered honestly. “I did, actually. Rather hard. He bled.”

“Good.” The Duke sipped his tea. “The world has enough powerful men who believe their position grants them access to any woman they choose. I’m pleased you demonstrated otherwise.”

Thea felt a small knot of tension release. “You believe me, then?”

“I do. If you were the sort to invent a scandal, you’d invent one that paints you in a more sympathetic light. Mere refusal would suffice. The detail about striking him suggests truth.” He set down his cup. “I should tell you, Miss Ashworth, that I have very little patience for the games and pretenses of polite society. I find direct speech infinitely preferable. I hope you’ll extend me the same courtesy.”

“I can do that,” Thea said carefully.

“Excellent. Then let me be direct: I need someone to catalogue this library. As you can see, it’s extensive. My family has been collecting—hoarding, more accurately—books for three centuries. The result is magnificent chaos. I know approximately what’s here, but I don’t know precisely, and I suspect there are treasures buried in this mess that I’ve never discovered.”

He rose and gestured around them. “The task will take months, possibly a year. The work will be tedious at times. You’ll be isolated—we’re eight miles from the nearest village, and I don’t entertain. The house is old, drafty, and prone to strange noises. Some of the servants believe it’s haunted. You’ll be living in proximity to a man with a damaged reputation and a scarred face who society calls the Ghost Duke when they’re being kind and mad like his father when they’re not.” His gaze settled on her, direct and unflinching. “Why would you possibly want this position?”

Thea met his eyes. Direct speech, he’d said. Very well. “Because I have thirty pounds to my name and nowhere else to go. Because I love books and the idea of cataloguing a library like this is the first thing that’s brought me joy in months. Because isolation sounds peaceful rather than frightening. And because I don’t particularly care what society says about you—society dismissed me as a thief and a whore, so I’m disinclined to trust their judgment.”

A long moment of silence followed. Then, astonishingly, the Duke smiled. It transformed his face entirely, softening the harsh lines, reaching his eyes and warming them from winter fog to something almost like spring rain.

“Miss Ashworth,” he said, “I believe you’ll do very well here.”


They talked for another hour, discussing the scope of the work, her education—she confessed to a vicar father who’d educated her like a son, teaching her Latin and Greek, mathematics and philosophy, before his death when she was eighteen—and her experience in organizing large collections.

“My father had a significant library for a country vicar,” she explained. “When he died, I catalogued it for sale. That’s when I discovered I enjoyed the work.”

“What happened to your mother?” the Duke asked.

“She died when I was twelve. Consumption.” Thea kept her voice matter-of-fact. The grief was old and distant now, a scar rather than a wound. “After my father passed, there was no money. A distant cousin secured me a position as governess. I’ve had four positions in five years.”

“Four?” His eyebrow rose. “That’s a rather alarming rate of turnover.”

“The first family emigrated to India and couldn’t take me. The second family’s daughter married and no longer needed a governess. The third…” She hesitated.

“Let me guess. Another handsy employer?”

“His son, actually. I left before it became an incident. The fourth you know about.” Thea set down her cup. “I’m not unlucky, Your Grace. Or perhaps I am, but I’m also stubborn, competent, and very difficult to discourage. I will catalogue your library to the highest standard, and I will not steal your silver or seduce your footmen or do anything else that might reflect poorly on your household. You have my word.”

“I don’t have footmen,” he said. “Only Thomas, and he’s sixty if he’s a day. But I believe you nonetheless.” He stood, and Thea rose with him. “The position is yours, Miss Ashworth. Fifty pounds per annum, room and board. You may begin whenever you’re ready.”

“Tomorrow morning?” Thea suggested.

That almost-smile again. “Eager. I approve. Mrs. Holloway will show you the household routine. If you need anything—books, supplies, warmer clothing, God knows anything at all—speak to her or to Mr. Roth. I’m often out on the estate during the day, but I’m usually here in the evenings. Please don’t hesitate to find me if you have questions.”

He walked her to the library door and opened it. As she passed through, he said quietly, “Miss Ashworth?”

She turned back. “Your Grace?”

“Thank you. For coming. For staying.” His expression was difficult to read, but there was something in it that looked almost like relief. “I think… I think this house has been waiting for someone like you.”

Before Thea could formulate a response to that extraordinary statement, he’d closed the door gently, leaving her in the dimly lit corridor with her thoughts in disarray.

Mrs. Holloway appeared at her elbow, smiling knowingly. “Went well, did it?”

“I have the position,” Thea confirmed.

“Of course you do. Come along, dear. I’ll show you to the dining room. His Grace eats in the library most nights, but we keep a proper table for staff. You’ll want to meet the others.”

As Thea followed the housekeeper deeper into the labyrinth of Greymont Hall, she found herself thinking about the Duke’s parting words. This house has been waiting for someone like you. What a strange thing to say. What a strange man to say it.

What a strange place she’d come to.

But as the first whispers of wind rattled the windows and the fog pressed close against the glass, Thea realized she felt something unexpected: curiosity. Not fear, not trepidation, not even the grim resignation that had carried her through the last weeks.

Curiosity.

She wanted to know what secrets this house held. She wanted to understand the Duke with his watchful eyes and rare smiles. She wanted to lose herself in the work of cataloguing that magnificent library, to discover the treasures he’d mentioned.

She wanted, for the first time in a very long time, to stay somewhere.

Perhaps, she thought as Mrs. Holloway led her down another corridor lit by flickering candles, perhaps that was the most dangerous desire of all.

But Theodora Ashworth had never been particularly good at safety.

She followed the housekeeper into the warm light of the servants’ dining room and didn’t look back.


END OF CHAPTER ONE